How To Get Through A Dark Night Of the Soul
In the summer of 2017, I went through one of the darkest times of my life. Externally, my life was on a high. I had just rented an Airbnb in Montenegro for a month. It was a white villa, a 10 minute walk to a beach with turquoise waters and endless vistas of glorious Eastern European hills and valleys. I was just about to make a TON of videos for my channels.
Without warning... ALL of that came to a grinding halt. I fell into a sort of "spiritual abyss", the space between realities, where I could see and understand untold truths about myself and the world. I was terrified beyond words and the only thing I could think to do to NOT kill myself in an act of total despair, was to pray.
During that time, I had a TINY glimmer that there would be a day, maybe 2 or 3 years from then, when I’d look back and say, Ya that happened. It didn’t totally destroy me, and it made me wiser, bolder and humbled AF.
That day is these days. Two years later, I am alive. I am here. I am creating. God is with me and it is so good to be here.
That day has come. I made this video, How to Get Through A Dark Night Of the Soul, because in those dark moments, I didn’t even want to live. I was in total despair over my own life and what I had done with it. Whether you watch this video today, or save it for your own That Day, or never watch it, just know that you are not alone. We are not alone. There is a Love beyond understanding that will bring us to New Dawn. Today I am walking in my Dawn, and I’m so so so grateful to be around.
